Happy Valentine~
February 15, 2008 by madman-diary
Dear friends:
Love is in de Air~
Can’t you smell it?
Can’t you see it?
Can’t you feel it?
Love is not in the air… it is the air~
When you breathe in, you inhale love,
And whatever you exhale…those are the expression of love~
Did you smell the aroma of roses before?
The aroma itself is not love, love is the aroma~
Be it the smell fro the paradise, or be it the odor from the sweaty jersey…
As long as it is from our love one, sorry my dear durian, you only came in the second place behind it.
Have you been standing at the edge of the world witnessing the sunrise?
The sun loses its brightness comparing to the sight of your love one turn and smile at you.
When he/she staring at you eyes to eyes, you fall from the edge of the cliff…into his/her world… he/she is your sunshine.
Love is feeling, feeling love
You may not heard about John Lennon before, you may not be born in the era of hippies… but it is not difficult for you to understand the above statement.
Thirsty or hungry? Try love
Tired or unmotivated? Try love
Inject yourself with the elixir of love and the excitement and pleasure is better than around the world in 80 days.
Who is love?
What is love?
When is love?
Where is love?
Why there is no love?
How love can be found?
When a boy talk to a girl… “Hey girl, be careful, he got an eyes to you…”
When a girl talk to a boy… “Hey boy, watch out, I think she like you…”
When boy & boy/girl & girl talk… “Hey boy/girl, beware… I think he/she is a you know what lah~”
Or
Why is he talking to me? Don’t tell me that he/she…
Where is the love? The love of friendship is what I meant here… pure friendship do exist, right?
Just as I thought I’m frustrating enough because of my single hood… having a person doubting my intention to befriended him/her is even more exhausting…
“Hey, you are XXX right? You are studying in this college too?”
“Yup…”
“What courses are you studying now?”
“…”
“Maybe we can …”
“Excuse me, I’m not that “friend” with you…”
“…”
The above scenario happened when I first started my freshman year in college. Similar scenario happened throughout the years till the present.
“Maybe you are happened to “like” one of them, then they didn’t misunderstand you lo?”
That might be true, who knows deep inside my mind perhaps I was initiating a great evil plan of how to woo that person “subconsciously”, or maybe… maybe I was such a damn fantastic spin doctor that I was even able to convince myself that the only objective of me befriended a girl is to become friend and nothing more (while the truth is the opposite?).
But for now, allow me to take a deep breath and step out of this mess. I’ll try not to think too much about it. Not to worry too much about it. Convince myself not to rush into relationship. Chanting: “30 years old is just the beginning of man ” 3 times a day (ha ha, my female friends, the following saying is rather cruel towards your “species”). By doing this, maybe I can delay my head from becoming botak (bald) by reducing my daily life pressure.
Love is in de Air~
Can’t you smell it?
Can’t you see it?
Can’t you feel it?
Just wanna apply this love in pure friendship way for now.
Yes, I hope that our friendship is like caffeine, an addictive kind that the more we are able to yum cha the better it is…
Yes, I hope that our friendship is positively shining like the rising sun.
No, regardless of our friendship (including best pal), your sweaty jersey/T-shirt remains stink.
Friendship forever, Cheers~!
From your Valentine~
Human love is fragile ,perishable and complicated. Do not underestimate the power of friendship that can switch from pure as gold into mixed salad. Only God’s love is eternal and everlasting.
Quote “30 years old is just the beginning of man ”
Well, life is beautiful as we shall not restrict ourselves into certain bondage. Follow God, He will make the right choice for us.
Noted, bro~
It is just that I wanna personalised my blog with my original thought and feeling instead of “Christianised” every words… so that more people can understand what crap I have created here without t assistance of “Dummies for Christian Jargon”…so that my non-christian friend know what I bullshitting about…
the second thing is most of us know the solution for many matters, but there are times that we are weak, that we are vulnerable, that we are emotional… so I want to share my experience of struggles here too… as an encouragement to those facing the same problem…that u r not alone…Christian is not superman…yes, I know superman got his own problem too…and problem can be solve… yes, including the super problems…so that my Christian friends identify with it.
Anyway, thanks for your words of encouragement.
Shalom~